July 2010
2 posts
I'm sorry, everyone.
I’m sorry, I’m really, really sorry. I bet some of you will probably be thinking, “does this bitch just wants attention or is this just a prank?”. I’m sorry but I’m serious. I just want to repent. I’m sorry if I’ve hurt you, intentionally or not. By asking me “why?” and “what happened?” just makes me feel more hurt so I hope...
Reality?
I wish you had never came.
You just made my nightmare seem more real.
June 2010
4 posts
I don't show much feelings.
TA-DAAAAAAAA.
I <3 Flora Laura a lot. She’s the BEST History teacher, EVER. Petite, cute, enthusiastic (when she teaches History), sophisticated and obsessed floral-dressed woman. She has been MIA for a week. And she’s BACKK. She looks quite lethargic, her eyes looked puffy like as if she had cried for days and she wasn’t wearing any make-up. Hence, she looked pale. I...
I didn't change. You just thought you knew me...
GLEE
Somebody kill meeeeeee. I <3 GLEE. I did’n’t expect myself to watch Glee, what more to <3 it. When Mercedez sang Christina Alguilera’s song, “Beautiful”, 2 days ago, I think I would’ve cried. Okay, noo noo nooo. I won’t. But it IS kinda sad. That episode is <3. Yessss. OHMYGOD. I hope I don’t sound like Erica.
<3 ERICA, HAHAHA...
May 2010
7 posts
I’m glad I’m not the kind who would get big headed whenever someone compliments me. There were a few times when I was so touched by those compliments and I start believing them. And it made me proud. It feels like I’m higher than where I usually thought I am. You may laugh but it really made me feel like I’m shining. I thought I was just average. Sometimes I feel like I...
If you already know that I don’t show my feelings, then read my eyes. Even an Academy Award Winner for Best Actress can’t lie through their eyes.
RJC Dancenight 2010.
Sometimes I wonder why am I walking in this path. Then I remembered. My terrible mistake. That made me face all these things. It’s not my fate. Or maybe I refused to accept it. My horrible mistake when I was only twelve. However, there’s still a chance for me to return to the right pathway. This is the time. This year. To change 180degrees. To where I belong. To where I’m...
What you think is cool is sooo uncool. puh-lesse *flips hair*
Vain Vain Vain Vain Vain Vain Vain Vain Vain Vain Vain Vain Vain Vain Vain.
Heyyy. Vanity is a woman’s nature. Some people told me before that I’m a person w/ extreme hyperness w/ no feelings. Actually, I like that. Cos I’m NOT emotional. Sorry but in MY opinion, crying shows how fragile/breakable you are. Unless what you’re facing is reasonable for you to cry.
English...
This is such a cool pic because it shows that RTC is full. Thus, RTC had to be held in the hall. More space and tables. Like MYE exams xD HILARIOUS. The new school has a small RTC room. Extremely small. Compared to the previous on ein the Sembawang campus. Ahhhh. THAT RTC room was spacious and a cheerful place to be. I guess the new small RTC room was to encourage the students from not trying to...
April 2010
2 posts
I believe that if I just stop thinking so much and not make any issues bigger, I would be able to realise that there was nothing I shouldve fret about in the first place.
But, I dont wanna be in denial.
It’s like lying to yourself.
Lying. I dont like that word.
March 2010
4 posts
How am I suppose to stick to my decision and get better when you keep coming back unexpectedly and randomly?
Your karma = my present
There’s a limit for stereotyping, I know. Stereotyping someone shows how apathetic you are. No, i disagree. Stereotyping determines where you stand. Sometimes, it also depends who you are in the social circle. I’m not saying I’m in a superior position. I know where I stand. Or at least I think I do. Considering what my friends always judge me for who I am and I do agree w/ some...
Feeqah, Ashhy, Trainer, Jun and Emy.
I miss Sec 3 camp. I miss the bondness we used to have in 3E3.
Where everyone was there (except Cat G and Claire, <3).
Practically all the girls are like together.
I guess now there are cliques.
4E3’s not the same w/o the Cat G, XX, Diy and Kat.
Yeah, we’re still loud, close and extremely crazy together.
But it’s like, the puzzles...
To Kill A Mockingbird Play at Drama Centre Theatre...
:DD Noel, Feeqah, Claire and Syiqiiinn <3
The Cool Lit Babies! Wah, we’re so chiooo xD
The Chiooossss.
Pwint, Erica, Ashhy, Feeqah and Claireeee <3
Pwint, Ashhy, Feeqah and Claire <3
Naq, Noel, Brandon, Ashhy, Belle, Chris, Feeqah, Alvis, Pwint, Syiqin, Ayu, Robin, Claire, Erica and Amirahhh <3
Bimbo and Bitch <3
MS, FERNANDEZ, we wish you were there w/...
February 2010
13 posts
Fake it till you make it.
When am I gonna finally make it?
Will be away for months.
It’s over. All of that’s over.
Depression of the 21st century (Part 2)
You did it again.
But it’s okay. I’ll wait. I’m patient with you. Only you.
Depression of the 21st century.
This is how scary I can be when I’m depressed.
It came back for almost 4hours.
There’s no way I can escape from it.
Even my escape mechanism couldn’t distract me much from it.
The feeling I still fear the most.
I want a best friend.
And i just found out that some people find me intimidating.
THE COOL CLUB OF 4E3 :DD
Yes, if your pic is in this picture, you’re considered as one of the members of THE COOL CLUB of 4E3. Don’t be sad if you’re not in it though. You’re still special! :D
I am gifted, and so are you(:
I don't look in the mirror that often anymore....
claireang:
forthebroken:
(via leonyisninjaa)
It’s true. I guess I’m just not vain anymore.
How to boost your confidence.
p/s: I love this pic cos Viv looked younger than me here, in my opinion x)
How to boost your confidence. Well, someone taught me how to boost my confidence. She said that I’ve to pretend like as if I’m the most beautiful woman on earth and the most powerful human on earth. Yes, human and not woman because men would always want to compete with us women when it comes to power....
Last day with Ms Fernandez
Yes, this is our silly teacher but she’s fun! :DD <3 4E3 LOVES YOU!
I love you, Ms Fernandez! <3
Signature time.
It’s a fun party! Why isin’t there enthusiasm in this pic?? :@@
From a “supposed to be a gruesome pose”, it has become to a retarded pose. Oh wells, that’s 4E3 for you.
NSLF guy from St. Patrick, this is our idiosyncrasis...
Ashhy's mine! (:
this is Ashhy’s priceless face.
But nevertheless, I still love her.
But ya’ gotta admitt it, Ash. You look stoink here. First time you
weren’t prepared when there’s a camera flashing.
Teehee! ^^
Sup' Ms Fernandez,
okay that’s so not formal. But who cares, right? You’re not my teacher anymore. Ms Fernandez, usually I would say “we love you, we respect you, you inspire us” but this is MY ferreaking tumblr. So it’s gonna be all about me, what I think and what I wanna say. So Ms Fernandez, I love you, I respect you and you inspire me. Your teaching skills are like Atticus....
I love this friend of mine who would listen to me whenever I speak.
And even though I love to repeat some stories, she’ll roll her eyes at me as if to say ”you’ve told me abt tht, Feeqahh” but she’ll still listen to me with fake enthusiasm (:
I don’t really know who are you nowadays. And I really miss you. I miss the times when we have serious talks with...
The thing about them..
I love these people. I’ll miss ‘em someday, I’m sure.
But the thing about them is..
they’ll never give you a second chance for you to show the other side of you.
They’ve already a fixed thought about you that will never change.
January 2010
8 posts
Just so yknow, I’m grounded.
How do we express ourselves?
Gerard Arthur Way: ”Feeqah, these roses are for you, sweetheart.” (:
Me: *gasp* ” Ohh! Gee, that’s so sweet of you, thankyou, sweetie! *bats eyelashes* Teeheee!^^”
My random moments. TEEHEEE! ^^
Anyway,
there’s so many things in my mind and I can only let it out by talking, not typing. Not in words. Cos I’m an expressive person. Through talking, with...
Back to ugly. You’re not pretty, anyway.
”Depression reduces my self-confidence thus I’ll feel below average every time.”
OHMYGOD. ERRORRR! It’s supposed to be ” I’ve made you a cookie but I ate it”. Or, ”but I’ve eaten it”. Sigh.
2009 mem’ries.
Yes, I wish I could say this to someone.
Pictures are deceiving. I’m not pretty.
”Hatred is found in the girl next to you; that just told you she liked your hair”.
Retard: ”Feeqah, your hair’s so nice! I likeeee! ;DD”
Venue: Protoes building.
Time: 10:23am
Date: 15th January 2010
Aliens breathing around me: Yong Keat, Samuel and Syiqin.
Alien(s) breathing is are irritating me: Samuel.
Alien(s) breathing who is NOT irritating me: Syiqin (:
Alien(s) breathing who is yet to get annoyed by me: Yong Keat! ;DD
Music I’m listening to: Telephone by Lady Gaga.
Work that’s supposed to be done:...
Syiqin just told me that I’ve not been updating my tumblr. -.- I’m busy, okay. I didn’t even have time to watch AMERICAN IDOL!! DDD: The newest season. Sigh. Studies come first. Everything’s in a rush. I hate it rushing. I won’t say I can’t cope with this. I can go through anything. I’m not slow. But this is kinda stressing. And it’s making me easily...
O LEVEL. Yeah, that’s a big word. Like BOOMZ! And that word will instantly make you stress out and for some, would turn into a zombie. Trust me, I’ve seen this. It’s scary. It’s something some of us sixteen year olds(2010) have to get through with this year. I bet some people might even pee while taking the O LEVEL paper. Some might even pass out. Some might even, um,...
December 2009
7 posts
“2009 has been a dramatic yet a memorable year. I love everyone I’ve mde friends with this year and I appreciate all of you. I’m sorry if I’ve ever disappoint any of you, or made you upset or if I’ve hurt your feelings unintentionally. Well, yknow I don’t think before I speak, right. Anyways, I wanna start clean for the upcoming new year. I don’t and...
Sometimes what you see is not what other people see.
”I see myself as an ugly girl.”
”We see her as a pretty girl.”
Scenario #1:
Retard #1: ”You’re pretty.”
Retard #2: *giggles* ”No lahhh! I’m ugly lahhh!” *i know I’m prettyyyy lohh*
Retard #1: ”No, really. You’re pretty lah.”
Retard #2: *giggles* ”I’m ugly lahhh!” *flattered to the max*
Comment: One word: EEEEEEE.
Scenario #2:
Retard #2: ”I’m fat, I’m fat!!...
Sigh. Back when I was thinner.
”My insomnia is back. It’s making me restless and weak.”
But I’m still strong.
Depression of the 21st century.
‘‘The lights represent the support network that I need to help me while I go through my depression and recover. I can’t see the lights I need in this dark and empty box I’m in. How can I ever get out of this box.”
”Feels like I’m going to be a mental patient sooner or later. But I don’t want help. Leave me alone in this dark empty box. Let me get...
Karma has strucked me.
It had made such a great impact in my life.
But that’s a different story.
”You don’t know what you’re doing till someone records it and shows it to you.”
And it makes you more self-conscious on what reactions you’re going to make the next time.
I still don’t know how to use tumblr. But Ashhy will help me, thanks (: