Sometimes I wonder why am I walking in this path. Then I remembered. My terrible mistake. That made me face all these things. It’s not my fate. Or maybe I refused to accept it. My horrible mistake when I was only twelve. However, there’s still a chance for me to return to the right pathway. This is the time. This year. To change 180degrees. To where I belong. To where I’m supposed to be. This place is not meant for me to be. Though I’m able to adapt here. It’s not horrible here. It’s just not my place. From how I’m brought up. Who I really am. Some of them are not like me. Sometimes I feel out of place deeply inside. They just don’t know who I really am. I’m not like them. I don’t want to miss this chance. It’s too precious for me. I’ve to go return to that pathway I’m suppose to be walking right now, four years ago. I’ve been down. When I’m supposed to be slightly higher.
If it’s offensive for you, I’m sorry. But that’s just how it is. I’m not being prejudice. But you are who where you really belong.
